Saturday, December 31, 2011
Arrrggghhhh!!!
I feel so frastrated!
Alot of stuff have been happening recently and its just way to much.
First of all ( the root of my frustration ),
it like theres always sth opposing my plans!
Everything i do or plan, and i mean everything,
is always ruined by someone!
Like events and my relatives just have to come in.
Its always end up me putting the events away to prioritise my relatives.
I just cant seem to decline my relatives to events.
Like for example,
I wanted to like ask my friends over to my house to play cards till midnight.
And my mum have to just come in and emphasis that she wont fetch them home.
I explained that the public transport are like extended so they can like go home themselves.
But she just repeat that she wont fetch them.
Already i kept reminding her that they wanted to go bk themselves.
I mean like why cant mum just directly say no?
Haiz, my life is so boring.
I wish my life isnt so frustrating
Secondly, my brother.
He is just a bother to me.
Whenever i see him, i feel extremely irritated.
Its like he totally has no responsibility at all.
He never take care of stuff given to him,
and worst of all,
he thinks like if his older siblings has certain thing,
he must have it.
Its like i have to remind him to do all kind of stuff.
Like taking care of his own eyes when he play his phone or com.
And again, my mum will like do nothing abt it.
( That explains why my vision is bad cuz my mum do nth when i was like him)
When i told my mum to be like a good example for him to follow,
she just told me to shut up.
Ok, i had enough of it already!
I will keep my mouth shut then!
If anything happens to my bro,
it will be her fault then!
ARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!
*flips table*
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Well its like 11pm now,
less than hour from now,
it will be 2012.
Everywhere i go,
all i hear is like countdown, countdown and countdown.
I dont really understand people nowadays.
Whats he point of this countday?
Its like a random day when Earth completes rotating around the sun.
Furthermore, its like a random point chosen when a certain someone died.
Well, he is called "Jesus" which is like a nobody to me.
The way Christians treat him is like how North Korean treats Kim Jong-il.
Well, i will cover this topic someday.
But anyway, whats the point?
I guess humans are just bored with their lives and they need sth to distract them.
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Today was quite alright with me,
I went out with my cousin today to Somerset.
It was quite awesome to go somewhere we didnt go b4.
Thn i went to Centre Point Robinson where my friends happened to work at.
Afterwards, we off with my cousin to had some food.
Ate some sushi and Takoyaki.
After sending my cousin off,
i went to wait for my friends to get off frm work.
Afterwards, i went to my grandma house.
Had dinner and went home.
Got frustrated by my brother but oh well.
I guess new year is coming...
it feels kinda retarded that ppl are like celebrating like 2012 anniversary of someones death.
Well, its always been the culture of weak humans and the others just follow.
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Now for the video for the day...
my favourite video... ... ... Kuusou Mesorogiwi By Yousei Teikoku
I really like the atmosphere of this pv and lyrics.
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Thats all folks! Till next time then!
Y 10:58 PM
